Monday, March 31, 2008

Update

My brother-in-law is at peace now.  There was no brain activity, so they took him off life support.  My SIL is still holding up very well. 

It has been a long day. The funeral will be this Saturday.  He is being buried, and there will be an open casket, so Eler Beth has told me that she would rather not go.  This would be the first open casket funeral she would have attended since my father's, and she doesn't think she could handle it.  Mary will understand.

My nerves aren't bothering me like they were last week, and the OCD has subsided.  I did call my doctor today and talked to him.  He told me that whatever made me comfortable, he would do.  If I wanted to come in and discuss upping my medicine, I could do that, or if I wanted to see how things go after things settle down around here, then we can do that.  I'm functioning okay, so I'll wait and see.

In the meantime, this evening, I am going to close out March in my journals with a few entries.  I'm feeling like it, and I hate that I've done so little this month.

Thanks to everyone who has kept my family in their thoughts and prayers.

27 comments:

Anonymous said...

My condolences to you and your family

Take care

Yasmin
xx

Anonymous said...

Something that brings me comfort in times of distress is that famous old saying...

"The Lord will never give you more than you can handle."

He is holding you in His hand, He is holding you in His great embrace... He knows how strong you are.  He knows how weak you are.  He knows that you can rise to this occasion, and be a source of comfort and release for others, as well as take care of yourself.  You are SO MUCH STRONGER than you even know.

You are in my prayers-
Amanda

Anonymous said...

Oh no..i'm so sorry.  Your family has had more than its share of troubles lately.  Keeping you all in thought and prayer.

Anonymous said...

My condolences and prayers.

connie

Anonymous said...

My deepest condolences Lori. Your faimly will remain in my thoughs and prayers.
Hugs, Martha

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry for your loss.  

Anonymous said...

Sending my sympathy to all your family. Paula

Anonymous said...

Hi Dusti,

I am so sorry to hear about the loss in your family :( . If you need to talk e-mail me ok.

HUGS~Donna

Anonymous said...

I'm very sorry.  Big hugs to you and prayers for you and your family.  Love, Shelly

Anonymous said...

I'm very sorry about this.  You all have been through alot.  I agree to not make Eler Beth attend if she's not comfortable.  You have been a rock through all of this.
We're here to listen when you need to vent.

NELISHIA
http://journals.aol.com/nelishianatl/PRAYINGANDBELIEVING/

Anonymous said...

Take care of yourself.
Pam

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry to hear about the passing of your brother in law.
Sending prayers to you, your family and your sister in law.

Gem

Anonymous said...

You are In my thoughts and prayers Lori. I think It Is very wise of Eler Beth to side step this as she Is still very young. Love Pam xx

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry for your family's loss, Lori. I hope everyone continues to hold up well.

Beth

Anonymous said...

So sorry to hear about your families loss :(  I hope you manage to stay comfortable for the rest of the week xx

Jenny
http://journals.aol.co.uk/Jmoqueen/MyLife

Anonymous said...

((Hugs)) Sorry to hear about the loss of your BIL hon. I'm keeping you and your family in my prayers on the smoke during this time of sadness. (Hugs) Indigo

Anonymous said...

Please accept my condolences re your BIL. May he R.I.P.
Sending up a prayer for the family, that they find comfort through their grief.
God bless,
Sugar

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry to hear this news.  Prayers going out.
d

Anonymous said...

Special Thoughts...
Linda...

Anonymous said...

So very sorry, my prayers are with your SIL and the family.

Joann

Anonymous said...

So very sorry for your families loss - I hope Saturday isn't too difficult for you.
xxx
Lisa

Anonymous said...

Prayers for you.

Anonymous said...

Lori,
My deepest condolences to you and your family.
Vish

Anonymous said...

This is hard to believe, but I also lost a BIL the same day you did and his funeral is also Saturday.   He was an ex- brother-in-law but he and my sister were married for thirty years and had four children together.  It still grieves me, because he was in our lives for so long.  He was a victim of colon cancer.  
I pray that you will find balance, strength and grace for dealing with problems.
I need the same prayers.   Thinking of you,  Pat

Anonymous said...

I'll be keeping you and all your family in my prayers.  -  Barbara

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry to hear about your BIL, my thoughts and prayers are with you and the family
hugs Jayne

Anonymous said...

my Deepest Condolences to yuo and your family.
I am truly sorry. It sounds as though he was a wonderful man adn that he will be missed.
Love,natalie